Excruciating Agony: My Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition often begin with severe pain behind one eye that persists up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.

One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.

Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such advances, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.

Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.

But consultant specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.

The official guidelines need updating to reflect a
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